
(via shna) <3

… kisses from my daughter. =) i don’t wanna sound cocky but me & ryan made one HELLA cute baby haha. gottaloveher! <3 MY MAIN.
Woke up. Made breakfast for Lana & Ry<3. Ate, got ready, then headed to the mall. Ry bought Lana new shoes cause her Dora ones broke (boo) then we took her to the carnival that was in the back of the mall. She seemed excited at first but when she got on one of the rides she yelled at the lady “STOP IT!” haha omg, poor baby was scared. So we cut out and went to Baskin Robbins to spoil her with ice cream =) & the plan was to take her to the park but she fell asleep so we headed back home. & while she napped me & Ry just bummed out eating ice cream while watching “Ghost of Girlfriends Past” on HBO lol. Cute movie.. & the bf was being a dork cause he wanted to fix my hair and he attempted to braid it but FAILED! Lol, & we’re about to go get dinner in a bit and spend the rest of day watchin’ movies & cupcaking haha. I see all these posts about how girls wish they had someone who could just spend the day with them at home watching movies & being happy in love… and that’s exactly what I’m right now. It’s a wonderful feeling I tell ya… complicated but wonderful. I mean there are some days where things aren’t as good or when I just want to run him down with my car lol but on perfect days like this, where he makes me feel reaaaaally good, these are the days that remind me of why I love him so much in the first place. When you love someone & you can just be happy doing nothing but laying right next to that person, laughing & giggling knowing that they love you the same & feeling like it’s just you two against the world… that’s love baby, that’s wsup. <3
I’m sorry I haven’t been involving you in my life as I know I should. I want to know you better and trust you with everything. I know you’re always by my side, but I seem to ignore you. I pray that you help me get closer to you. I pray that you help me make the right decision and act as you would in this situation. I pray that you guide me to the answer. I love you and I’m sorry.
I believe that two people are connected at the heart and it doesn’t matter what you do, or who you are, or where you live; there are no boundaries or barriers. If two people are destined to be together, they will be.